I had gone through a full circle. In the end, I concluded that life is the meaning you give to it.
If I want my life to have meaning, I have to make it meaningful. As it is, I came to the point that there is no meaning to life beyond ensuring the success of the next generation. Once that is done your life is as good as waiting for death to take you to the next step.
Therefore once the next generation is ready to take over, my job is done. What I am doing now is marking time.
I have no reason to overstay my welcome unless there is a greater purpose waiting for me. What is it? I had tasted all forms of pleasure. I have lived life to the fullest. There is nothing more to life than the pleasure of CCC and the solitude of aloneness.
Maybe I should enjoy the body in motion. I should consider my effort in running seriously. Now I know that processed food really zapped my energy away.
I should get back to basics. Be a minimalist all over again. Just enjoy being who I am.
Oh well, the epiphany that you receive when you are active is not the same as the epiphany that you get when you are sedentary - Joseph Campbell.
I just flow and time will follow...
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