This year is the cleaning up of things that have been cluttering in my life. I don't want to carry the extra baggage that I had been carrying forward the past 60 years to carry through for the next 16 years.
So this Chinese New Year, I will drop the baggage that has been burdening me for the past 60 years. The biggest burden is cigarettes.
Next week is the unloading of the ASAS NEO. No value whatsoever.
I should be thinking about designing my future. The best is to remain in isolation.
I was thinking of living life as I envision in my Vision Quest. I doubt it would happen. Therefore, I live my life as a Hedonist Hermit.
Will my consciousness endure? I certainly hope so. My life as I see it is a life of magical delight. I may not attain the life I envision here. Nevertheless, I still believe that there is God and this God is Fair.
So I leave it up to Him.
SJ 4964
No comments:
Post a Comment