I am going to the Immigration Department again to renew my passport. It was rejected last week because I don't have the Fit to Travel letter from my doctor.
Tomorrow is the date I choose not to smoke again ever. I purposely picked tomorrow because it is a nice number.
I am very sure I can do it. That will be the prelude to my Ramadan abstinence. I will take it easy on the exercise during Ramadan. Perhaps I exercise for 1 hour before breaking my fast.
There is a ray of hope for me as far as quitting smoking is concerned.
Since I cannot open Never Take Another Puff in Google Play Books, I reread Easy Way to Stop Smoking by Allen Carr.
I have a hard copy.
Actually, I don't mind dying sooner because of the cigarettes. However, if I am going to live for another 17 years, I want to use my faculty to run. Running now is becoming my lifelong pursuit.
As I mentioned it is an Apple and No Apple situation until we reach form is form and emptiness is emptiness. I rather remain formless.
As we move on, things will be becoming clearer. Already things are clear with the Four Strikes at the Lote Tree. I am also clear with the decision on the 18 years with the Ashigaru.
Like that... Before settling in the middle, the pendulum swings between two polarities.
It's not that I am indecisive. I simply use my sensory acuity to calibrate the decision.
So back to tomorrow. It is a big day...
SJ 4964
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