24/10/24 I know I am lagging behind my Driver's License renewal

 I better scope my writing to the minimal.

I'll be the silent writer.

The mode is stealth from now on.

There is nothing to it.  Just to hold the fort.

31/10/24 The Deepavali and Haloween

 I don't care about the coincidences.  I am moving toward a certain trajectory.

I am starting on a new story.  Let's start on the right premise.  If it is nothing, why bother?

Therefore it is everything. 

Beginning tonight it is a new phase altogether.  Starting with Syok Rock.  I have to look at the total load.

I have to look at everything.  What does it mean?  Well, I have to look at the sum total of what I have.  I own everything and therefore I have to do away with those I don't want.

Cigarettes got to go.

If I want to be an Athlete4Life I have to quit smoking.

One thing is for sure, I am a one-man show.  My decision is entirely mine. 

I am making my own stand. 

31/10/24 Being in isolation is the path I travel

The path had been laid.  So I just flow according to my accord.

What do I want?  Nothing more than a remedy for boredom.

No smoking.  Definitely a money pit.

So what will it be?

Nothing or everything?

It makes no difference to me.  I followed where the argument led.  It doesn't matter if it is nothing or everything.

If it is nothing, I made something good for myself.  If it is everything, I had given my all out.  So the end game is either 0 or 1.

What matters is I got a chance to start all over again.  That will be life without cigarettes and people.

31/10/24 This is my new mode of operation

 Looks like for years to come I will be writing here.  Totally a personal outlet.

Living in isolation.

Lets cruise...

So here I am, supposedly the mark of change. Actually, there is nothing to it. I did as I was told, and here I am, at the tail end.

So now is the time to play.  I completed my assignment 1 month ahead of time.

I don't really care.  At one end there is nothing and at the other end there is everything.  Fuck it...  I don't care anymore.  I did what I was supposed to do and that's it.

Why bother about the outcome?  I did my level best and that's it.  The finishing touch is not mine.

What matters is I stop smoking and exercise.  Oblivious of the people around me.

31/10/24 As it goes, the job is complete

 So, I can relax now. 

That's what it is.  Very glaring evidence.

Well, time to move on.

What shall I be talking about?

None other than about being free.

I am now free to live my life.

31/10/24 Happy Deepavali

 It's been a layback Deepavali.  Nothing much to worry about.  The medication had taken me in full swing.

Damn, the medication.

For sure my job has come to an end.

It is a double decapitation  That much I can say.

And Jizo Botsatsu went missing.  It is a very clear message.

It is Halloween too.

So the final verdict is damn on you Satan.  The only one serving eternal damnation.

This means that the KLCC towers would align with the general WNW direction, aligning with the qibla for Muslims in Malaysia who are orienting their prayers towards the Kaabah.

So only Satan is not forgiven.

OK, job finished.

29/10/24 We are talking about having to move from strength to strength

 The decision is about [the] moving with the flow.

Everything is set.  As it is I just deal with the card at hand.

Do not accept anything less.

29/10/24 Here comes the moment

 The moment of thruth has just begun.  No more looking back.  From here life has just begun.

I am entering the future as we speak.

There  is no glaring evidence than this.  I am living live the way it is.

The world is becoming as it is.

Just keep moving forward.

Looks like this is the moment for revenge.

I will have a good life, that is the best revenge.

29/10/24 Redemption Time

 Finally after 25 years, here comes redemption time.

Just enjoy the music...

28/10/4 So how it goes

 The cycle now is complete:

Naga Kramat's head was found decapitated from the body and I lost Jizo Bosatsu.  How it was done and who did it were subjective.  What counts is, that it was done.

There were setbacks since I was out of the hospital.

It's all too real to me.

27/10/24 I want to talk about something personal

 Now I am on my own.  Holding to the 1% as I move along.

Very few make it since we induce OBEY and OBEY 7:7.

One thing is for sure, you create your own circumstances.

Your soul is 7 years old.  So you ride with your soul.

Other things don't really matter.

This is how you exit.

27/10/24 Sekarang baru boleh bukak cerita

 Yang sebenarnya semua dah set.

I just fit the pieces of the jigsaw puzzle.  The story is already complete.

So now I just write as I see fit.

There is nothing to it.

I only flow.  In the end, we will hit the mark.

You pay the ferryman as we proceed.

As time flows, we weave into the story.

At present, I am looking at the finished product. If you move towards failure, that is because you are deemed to fail. If you move towards success, you are a success.

We are talking about the 1% success.  That is the ratio of success to failure.

Aah, with the thoughts in mind, I proceed with certainty

 I am a solo traveler.

Nobody is interested in my individual pursuit.

As for me. I am not interested in pursuing death.

Let it be.

Nothing is philosophical about it.

So in short, nobody cares.  We just go on living life as we deem fit.

We don't care  about. 

27/10/24 I am the Prime

 This is the accurate picture as we speak.

As it is I am the truth as it prevails.

Based on the input, I am the base of the coming thoughts.

I exit and live a life of isolation.

The metamorphosis is complete.

We march on...

25/10/24 My scheduling is in havoc, so what

 I stopped pursuing perfection and accepted pursuing it as it seemed. 

I am perhaps the only one who thrives in my creative pursuits.

 So I proceed on, making mistakes that noboby cares about.

Here are some astute observations that I noticed:

As long as  I get the idea on board, I am OK.

Who cares anyway, I just want to get the idea off my chest.

I realize that everything is just passing thoughts eventually.

I have to let go of the past

 Let's move on.  In the scheme of things, I chose to let the good times roll.

I am a happy camper, today.

Come, make me happy.

Everything is downhill from here.

24/10/24 is no secret. We are going to go through constructive destruction o 24/12/24

  I can even brainstorm when I am sleeping.  What a concept.

In this constructive destruction, money has no value.  What is deemed valuable is nothing [nothing] more than perceived value.

So, in the end, it is value as we see it.  I already cashed in my money.

24/10/24 Warming up for the next round

It's fair game. I am the Count of Monte Cristo. From now on, I like to live in isolation.

From now on, the machine is taking over.

A little bit of comment: The game is called Lame Duck.

This is my mode of communication.  I am taking the game to a new level altogether.

24/10.24 As long as I can write

 

As long as  I can write, that will be it.

I can't expect much. That will be the modus operandi.  To flow with the current capacity.

I have concluded that this is it.

As it is, this is it.  

I have got it made.

I will take the input and let it flow.

Looks like it is you and me, Sarah.

As long

23/10/ 24 I have to start from S[]age One

 Looking back, my life is in a mess.

You can't be too sure about life.

I am taking the attitude of I don't [don't] care.

Now, I am within the state of taking.

I am within the state of taking all over again.

All over again.

The wheel starts at zero.