From now on the journey forward is about health and happiness. That's all that matters. All the talks about the afterlife and life based on consciousness are put on hold until I cross the bridge.
These are areas of the unknown. So as much as I want to talk about them, they are just speculations. I will take it to the point of 24/12/24. After that, I just want to freefall. All the while, I was doing a thought exploration.
Now is to live through those explorations. I reckon all these are just thoughts in motion. It has no meaning. Just like everything that happened in my life, they have no meaning beyond the meaning I assigned to them.
And so, I have lived through a quarter century of my life without any specific meaning whatsoever.
In this case, I decided to just flow, not to have any specific goals because any goal that I have is as real or unreal as I want to [] (make) it.
It is as if an astronomer who has been peering through the telescope, now is to take the journey.
The journey is supposed to be the progressive realization of a worthy ideal. However, I don't feel like it. I just want to slide into mediocrity.
SJ 4964
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