All by myself, listening to a Cybernetic Loop par excellence. This is life in White Space.
Next is to explore the Inner Space without being concerned about the External World.
If I do the Shorts, I am doing things out of necessity. Why should I? Once a week is fine. But to do it every day for the next 3 years is a bit too much. If people are not bored with the same stuff, I as a content creator will experience Creator's Fatigue.
I like it this way. My joy is in writing. So I just keep on writing. Whether people read what I write is a different story. My passion is in writing. Hence I will keep on writing. What I write is what I precisely picture in my mind. Not like playing roulette with DALL-E 3. A hit and miss game.
That is on the creation side. On the deployment side, the hit rate is 1%. That is a very small hit rate. I have a better hit rate with my writing, even if it is only 10%. In a normal circumstance, it is more likely to be 30%.
It is not just the Battle of the Eyeballs, it is Top of the Mindshare. No matter how I rationalize it, I am more contented as a writer than a content creator.
Writing is very therapeutic. This thing I do with the Shorts is like a dopamine junkie. Always checking on the subscribers count and the analytics. Basically, I am collecting pennies to accumulate into RM100k. I don't think I want to do that in the long term.
Along the way, I became a dopamine junkie. Already the price is my irregular sleep and my dependency on cigarettes. As stated by Law #47. I got to know when to quit before this animal consumes me.
It doesn't give me a good vibe. Something tells me that 100k subscribers are a tall order.
SJ 4964
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