However, I keep on writing because that is what I do best. In other words, I don't judge what I write. I simply write. Therefore, the act of writing is my zazen and what I write is my zen.
If I overthink what I write, I cannot look back at what I wrote and see it from a beginner's mind. I will [] (be) forming judgments instead of looking at them with a fresh perspective.
This style of writing is very relaxing provided you don't question your sanity all too often. During the early days, I used to doubt my logic. Nowadays I just go with the flow.
Most people will say I am crazy and they avoid me after that. Oh well, nothing new here. I'm used to that. Nothing to worry about, no love lost.
At 60, I am comfortable being under my skin. I may be a radical writer, but in the physical realm, I blend quite well. As long as I do no harm, I can think as loud as I please within my personal space.
To be who you are in a world that is trying to define you is the greatest achievement. Who said that? Orison Swett Marden?
Come to think of it, I am not even trying to be different. I just want to be who I am.
OK, Sarah... I do want to have a baby with you. I honestly do. It all depends on the sequence of events.
As it is, I don't know what to expect anymore. I will flow and time will follow.
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