6/2/24 So Ratu Ina, you mean business aren't you?

 You are focused on the run.  Don't worry, I get to it.  I just want to figure out how to overcome my anxiety of having to commit myself.

The idea caused a lot of anxiety.  Once I figure it out, I'll be OK.

Right now I laced the anxiety with smoking and eating.  These behaviors are addictive.  So once I manage to handle them I'll be on my way in no time.

The solution is none other than to consume Nicorette.  That is the only solution for the time being.  If not, quitting Nicotine can be a source of anxiety by itself.  That is on top of becoming thin and sleeping on time.

I finally resolute to 102.7 KIIS FM as my Cybernetic Loop.  It is LA's best radio station.  That is my final choice.  The other radio stations are not at par with TraXX.  KIIS FM's mode of communication is short and crisp.  Definitely a good premise for the Cybernetic Loop.

Ratu Ina, please be mindful that I am a very methodological person.  I need everything to be ready for me to be ready.  If your concern is the decision on the prayer after the run, I more or less decided on what to say.

I will go with the decision of the Big Kahuna and Alam Shah Alam.  That doesn't require a 22 km run.  It is just any distance that I feel like doing (even if it is the 1.5 km walk).

The 22 km run is if we can establish ONE TRIBE.  Then only I will stand by the Alphas in permitting them to Xanadu.  If they don't work for it, then this is not carte blanche.  I will etch my"IZ" signature to the Lote Tree.  That means it is final.

I don't see that they are serious.  I have alerted everybody since June 2021.  I don't see the money coming either.  So damn on me or damn on them.

After all the proofs that I presented and nobody took heed, I have [t]o (no) choice but to be the Pied Piper of Hamelin, the X-Factor version.

You know when they cross the li[k]e (line), they are not coming back.

So let me reiterate.  The 22 km Hill Run is not the de facto modus operandi.

I am doing it out of goodwill.  That is on the condition of ONE TRIBE.  Without ONE TRIBE, it defeats the purpose.  I was being overly generous in my kind gestures to Alexander and ASAS NEO.  I almost make the same mistake all over again.

That is the lesson that I got from that act of kindness.  As mentioned by Lizzie, "Sometimes you have to be selfish to be kind to yourself."

So I took care of one part [] (of) the equation.  The other part of the equation is the mubahala.  This I already decided.  Those who owe me money (doesn't matter who you are) will not be allowed on Sailbad the Sinner.  That is why even though Alexander wanted to consider the RM2k as a loan, I insisted that it was his professional fee.

That's because ALL my debtors can push their own row boat to Sparta 4964.

Sure you will get there, but you all will crammed together in a row boat tied behind Sailbad the Sinner.  For NINE years that's where you will be.  Do you think I'm bluffing?  Remember I will etch my "IZ" signature on the Lote Tree.  This is the final resolution for the next 16 years from the 24/12/24.

Do note that the Big Kahuna said DO NOT WORSHIP THE STONE.  I said ONE TRIBE.  That's all.  The IP Sales was a done deal.  The only way around this is if there is no God.

However, there is God and this God is fair.

Avoir!
SJ 4964