9/2/24 I'm going to do it

 I'm gonna run the 22 km run.  Just to prove a point that I will make this year my greatest year.

However, my prayer is set.  I will follow the desire of the Big Kahuna and Alam Shah Alam.  I will not change that.

I have no worries about the outcome of the future.  It is in my favor.

So rather [] (than) going against the Big Kahuna and Alam Shah Alam, I rather go against the Alphas.  That way I do not repeat the same mistake twice.

OK, it is set.  Tomorrow I go for the KL Walk with Lizzie.  No more cigarettes.  In the meantime, I will prepare for my exit plan.

This year, I will pursue the next phase of my life.  No need to be in anxiety.

I say what I need to say.  After all, I am the Chosen One.  I set my own course.

Little by little, I steer my course.  After all, it is not about changing the wor[rks] (world), it is about remaining steadfast in my journey forward.

I need to move with certainty.  Not tiptoeing in life hoping for things to happen.  Heck, I make things happen.

If nothing else, I make the 22 km Bukit Kiara Hill Run happen.  That is my trophy.  Thus, this Personal Journaling is my vehicle to maintain focus.

I cannot expect other people to live my dream.  This is entirely my dream.  I must quickly exit the masses if I want to stand on my own two feet, pursuing my passion.

I am a misfit, a rebel, a square peg in a round hole.  I should stand my ground.

When all has been said and done, I can say, I did it myself.

 SJ 4964