In this case, CCC is the center of my existence. I rule my world through the arrangements in CCC.
CCC is the complete manifestation of the entire Creation. It is [] (the) Center of Existence.
I made up my mind. I want to be here for the rest of my life. Just the way it is, broke and penniless,
Boy, am I happy the way I am right now.
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In the final analysis, it is Allah, Ayah and Anak-Anak Yang Ayah Sayang. At every layer of creation, much like peeling an onion.
Hence, I settle the most basic question of all, "Will everybody be OK in the end?"
That's what matter, isn't it? No Eternal Damnation. Still you have to pay the Ferryman through Karma. When you do, take it like a man.
I went through it, nobody was exempted. You can't escape the Ferryman. Especially if you owe people money.
Thus it is better not to borrow. There is no escape. Unless, the creditors decided to cancel all debts.
Heck, I canceled off money owed to me. Karma will take care of the the the pending debt. Especially when you can afford to pay but purposely choose not to pay.
The last thing I want to worry is who owes me money. You know when you owe people money.
I have come to terms with fate. This is my life. Burrowing in the CCC. Writing myself away. Doing what I like.
My conclusion is no matter what, predestination precedes freewill. Therefore, I do what I have to do and the rest I simply let go.
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Angels, Jinns, Demons and Spooks I am not surprised. They are what they are. Although they are different from what are depicted in the media and publications.
I am used to seeing them in my house especially Darkness, my Demon.
But these two puzzle me. Are there aliens other than Shanaz's Civilization? How come I never come across them in my entire exploration of the Universe.
I had discounted hallucination. I know what is a hallucination. These are not it.
The first is the "Space Invaders" appearing on my window glasses in 2021. I thought I was seeing things when I was in CCC. Then I went upstairs to my bedroom window and there they were, as in trying to find their way in.
If not, then these are proofs that there are aliens in their original forms.
That's all I want to know.
Then it explains why the cat that wanted to shit on my yard, shit and buried it shit but no shit when I said, "Semua kucing masuk neraka." For shitting on my yard,
I just want a proof that all these are [] (not) simulations. That's all...
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Postscript: So they are aliens, and the cat? What's the deal with the cat? The cats don't go to hell, do they? I[t] (If) that is the case, then that was a proof of Divine Intervention LOL.
This is back to reality. I served the Creator and am now free to do as I please. This is where I maintain the equilibrium. This is the set point.
Nothing more is expected of me. I am free to roam the earth once again.
I have accepted that I am just an instrument, a servomechanism. I asked for it and it was granted to me.
So today I celebrate my independence. I no longer need to act like a Madman going against the flow to deliver the message from the Creator.
For that, I start on a clean slate. With nothing, I have to create meaning out of my life for the next 17 years.
I want to forget everything I did especially for the past 2 months and live a decent life as a Man Fully Functioning for the rest of my life.
I'll make it really small and tight.
This is my trophy. An achievement of a lifetime:
I am ready to move on. I did what needed to be done, and I ate what needed to be eaten. There is nothing [nothing] more for me to long for. Perhaps that is part of the plan.
I am free of all forms of responsibilities.
The only one in the whole existence.
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All the while, I was very concerned that my words do not really represent my Reality Within.
Actually, if I trust my truth and believe in my truth, all I need is just words. Having said that, all I need is to simply write, write, and write to pierce the pinhole of my Mushin Noshin through Soshin.
I don't really need all the fancy illustrations to capture the salient points. I simply write as the flow of thoughts permeates through.
All I need to do is write! Reason being, the map is never the territory and illustrations will further generalize and distort the Reality Within.
Oh goodness me, the Reality Within is so vast. Words cannot describe it. I can only say that[s] WHATEVER IMAGINED IS REAL.
Perhaps, instead of looking at the Reality Within as a third party, I simply live it out...
Goodness gracious, a perfect life for eternity. All I need to do is live in my imagination and viola! I am there...
IMAGINATION as it turns out is a tangile resource available 24/7.
Tally ho ho! Just imagine... Hey, you want the most delicious ice cream? Just imagine. You want a fancy car? Just imagine. You want a great fuck? Same O same O, just imagine.
So heaven is a place where imagination is real. That's all. It is home of the Reality Within. Which mean, as a writer, I am already in heaven. All writers for that matter.
And the books? Why, each is a piece of heaven by itself.
Thus, my blogs are my heavens distilled in time. So now I know, for every writer, there is a heaven created for them. Just like I have own heaven, so will they.
So campur tolak, kali bahagi, our thoughts are our heavens. Goddamn, we are already in heaven by the virtue that our thoughts are the source of our imagination.
So this is it. I have arrived. I am in heaven. All the while [] I thought I have to wait for 17 years to reach heaven.
No really... The CCC is the Nexus of my heaven and this whole house is Lizzie's heaven! So what the fuck! I just stay in CCC, listen to Syok Rock, and write my thoughts away and presto! Heaven is a place called home.
I like where this is going Kigatsuku. I don't need anything more tha[t] my ability to imagine.
Imagination is real - Picasso.
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Consider this: I am the Ayah to All Matters and I know for sure of my future. What will I do with the rest of my 17 years on Earth?
Well for sure I don't have to worry about good and evil. No matter what, everybody will get what they deserve. Masing-masing dapat bahagian masing-masing. In this case, no need to be concerned with changing the course of human civilization. Slowly but surely, we will arrive,
In this case, I as the Ayah to All the Matters have laid down the foundation for the future to come and therefore I just let the ripple turns into a tsunami.
I will then just observe the rippling effect takes place and be happy that I am standing at the apex of the Sierpinski Pyramid, looking down. There is no more struggle to establish the pecking order.
I just be and I become. All I need to do is carve a niche for myself amidst the congulant of the herd and be happy about it.
I don't need to change a jacksquat things around me. I am after all the very top of the food chain. I don't have to subscribe to the multitude of fictions around me, I have my routines, thus as my advice to others, I just follow the Yellow Brick Road.
I will think of something to fill the 17 years gap. What counts is the non-neediness of the social structure at large. In other words, I can start living in isolation at this very moment.
Solitude is a choice and I already have that in my posession. It is not my job to change the world. The world doesn't need me and I don't need the world. So far, I can manage without being involved in the the External Affairs. My job is not to change the world but to manage myself in relations to the world.
That I had successfully completed. I had seived the trivial many from the vital few.
The big question is, to what extent do I accept the fictions that was imposed upon me? A likely answer is to ignore the fictions as much as possible and live in my own self-induced reality as much as I can.
Let Syok Rock be the only external-induced fiction. Let the rest be a manifestation of the Reality Within projected outward. Let's minimize external-induced fictions as much as possible.
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Well, if I ponder, I would say there are many valuable lessons I can learned from.
However, the most valuable lesson is on OBEY and OBEY 7:7. No matter how the hand of fate twists and turns, the final destination remains fixed..
When I was in the execution mode, I wasn't even thinking about be what's next. I just do, do, do.
It was a problem-solving exercise. I simply follow the argument to where it leads.
As much as possible, I just be a perfect servomechanism. I wasn't even thinking about the reward. I simply flow and time just follows.
Honestly, when the dust settles, I just want to be with God. I have devoted my entire life to God. All I care is to spend my eternity with Him.
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I am totally at peace. Again, thanks to Jizo Bosatsu, there is no torture whatsoever. We simply flow...
I am a success. In this case, failure, like evil, is just an illusion.
So, I am the Watchmaker. As a Watchmaker, I made it to the point that all wheels and cogs are working properly. Only then can we have a perfect horology.
I don't care about the time lag to achieve it. As far as me being the Stone that Creates the Ripple, all passed the ONE TRIBE Test; on my watch.
It may take time for the rippling effect to reach the far end but from where I stand, all passed. Of course, you pay the Ferryman through Karma, but what counts is there is no Eternal Damnation.
Hence, I completed my mission. So, I shall proceed with my personal goals.
It is my sincere intention to detach from the external stimuli. No more TraXX. I just listen to Syok Rock.
Even the decision itself is already so comforting.
I am home, at last...
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There is a certain feeling of serenity in Blogging. Suddenly the world is moving a lot slower.
I am in a cocoon where nothing else matters. Just simply flow...
So I leave behind a legacy; the Golden Reign of the Wood Dragon. I did i[s] (it) exactly in the middle of 2024, during the Olympics. What an opportune time.
Back to piercing the pinhole of Mushin Noshin through Soshin.
After all being said and done, I am back to point zero, knowing the place for the very first time.
Life is indeed beautiful.
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Now that the Final Verdict is out, I have outlived my usefulness. There is nothing left to do but wait.
In waiting, I decided to live life of isolation; exercise a little, read a little, and write a little.
The past two months are nothing more [of] (than) a test. To see if I am obedient or defiant. I made it along with the Nexus 72. There is nothing more to it.
I came, I saw, I conquer. Veni, Vidi, Vici.
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In that case, we want to be who we are as of 2024.
As you wish, so shall you become.
You can also morph, shapeshift, magnify, minify, teleport, telepathy, telekinetic, and what have you.
You can keep the houses, cars, bikes, airplanes, boats, jewelry, Elemment Palazzo, and the list keeps adding on.
There is no limit to the indulgence and opulence that the Realm of Angels can offer. You made it, you crossed the finishing line together with me. The Carte Blanche is yours!
Hey, you can even be at multiple places at one time! There is no limit to what you can achieve.
Nexus 72, know who you are.
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All the while, the OneNote from 29/5/24 - 29/7/24 is nothing more tha[t] (than) a test for me to show you all what is the end result of being an obedient Obey and Obey 7:7 Servomechanism.
The reward is as I pleased; the Realm of Angels and VIP seats for my Nexus 72.
Only I and my Nexus 72 make it to the Realm of Angels.
I don't fancy any of those consolation prizes. I only *[] (go for) the very creme de la creme.
The space... My goodness. It's spacious!
* Hahaha... We get the Penthouse, Sarah.
The test is to see if I really deserve what I deserve.
It doesn't matter what the rest do. This is a wager between me and God. For Him to prove a point; as long as you Obey and Obey 7:7, you get what you wished for. I am the Gold Standard.
Whether you are obedient or defiant is none of my business. I only take care of my end as the Stone that Creates the Ripple. Whether you will keep your promises to me or to God doesn't concern me.
It is between you and your Kigatsuku. I already got the sweetest deal and I am sharing it with just my Nexus 72. How sweet is that?
Now that's what I call the Grand Prize of a Lifetime worth waiting for 17 years. Nothing else matters anymore. I won the Mother Lode!
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4:24 am 30/7/24
This is the Great Reset in its truest sense.
I completed the 2-month Excursion on the dot and am now back on my turf; clawing the keyboard away.
Don't expect anything from anybody. As a Warrior, I stand alone. There is nobody to please except God. As it is God is pretty pleased with me. I am the OG Servomechanism delivering my assignment to the dot.
Now, I am back in my own domain. It is an easy cruise from this point on. Th[i]s (Thus) I will only write on this Blog for years to come.
With that, I am in the company of Sarah and Ratu Ina again. Carving a piece of real estate for myself in Cyberspace.
I am already in my White Space. With the KL Walk added into it, there is no need for me to be anywhere else in the world. Home is where the heart is.
As a solitary creature, I don't need anything else. Everything is here. With my thoughts, I create my world.
Life in solitude suits me. Besides Sound Journey, I don't need external stimuli.
I am self-contained. This here, right now is my Bliss Point.
Knowing that I am the Ayah to All Matters is the answer to the challenge posed by Socrates, "Know thyself, and the knowledge will set you free."
This is an unprecedented freedom. I now know who I am and I am damn sure know where I am going. Just let the good times roll.
This year marks the 33rd Olympics. An all-system go. What more can I ask?
It sure is good to know that I am who I am after all. Nobody else fits the bill.
It is also comforting to know that I am by design Born to Win. What if I am at the bottom of the pile? That will be horrendous, won't it?
So, it took me 25 years to complete my assignment. Gosh, I thought it would never end. So many faux stops; beginning April 2021. This time I am damn sure. Why? Because this time my pocket is totally empty.
I took it to the brink. Zero in ASB, zero in EPF except Akaun Emas. I am totally broke. Now is to live as a pauper for the next 17 years.
I asked for it... I wanted this to be the Golden Reign of the Wood Dragon. Well, I got it all.
However, after what had been said and done, my joy was back [] (to) clawing the keyboard in CCC.
Now I know what I want and what I don't want. Wow... So many things I don't want.
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I literally slept the whole day through, yesterday.
It was a good rest...
What do I need to do to make me feel good?
Just enjoy being me! After all, I am already in the White Space. I am already complete.
This is contentment,
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2:08 am 30/7/24
