27/2/24 As it is I am totally satisfied with my decision

 I am not dependent on anybody.  As it is I am completely autonomous.

Gosh, Sarah...  I cannot wait to die.  And I know I die happy with a cigarette in my hand.

No longer do I have to be cautious about smoking.  I can now happily smoke and not worry about the consequences.  Even if I got cancer, they supply me with the morphine juice.  So I might as well smoke my life away.

Things will change if Plan A is in place.  If not, this is the life I choose to live.  Looking for the opportunity to die.

The two dreams I had yesterday convinced me to die sooner.  If I can...  As I said, Kristina holds the key.  That was God's plan.  It's a romantic departure.

Should it be up to me, I opt for a heart attack.  We going to die anyway.  So why not choose our own exit?

If the Flight Path is not going to be implemented, I don't see why I should mark my time.  Unfortunately, I am bound by predestination.  Five times, it is affirmed that I will die when I am 77.

That is the only moral dilemma that I have.  So I will flow and time will follow.  For the sake of humanity, I hope Plan A will happen.  Otherwise, you all have to live with the decision that you make.

For want of a nail...

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