I wonder, [] (boy) do I wonder... Should I dismiss the esoteric thoughts that I have as delusional? What if it is supported by evidence. Will it still be deemed as delusional?
I wonder if all this is a figment of my imagination. Suppose I discard everything esoteric and only account for things that I can observe by my senses. In this case, there are many.
In this case, I am not delusional. After I discount the delusions, there are still things that are real and yet esoteric.
So I can conclude that there are things that are real but esoteric. Those things don't bother me. At the same time, I am sure I am not delusional.
The miracles are real. So are the synchronicities. So I can conclude that I have a high sensory acuity.
The more recent encounters with Darkness and Ghost affirmed it.
Here I am, the person who was chosen to take the unlikely path, what is waiting for me at the end of the journey? I got a feeling that more surprises were waiting for me at the end of the road.
Take this uncommon relationship for example. Where does it end? Is this the end or is it the beginning?
If you ask me, I am just marking time. I will reach my milestone by 24/12/24 and after that, I (a funny noise came out of my PC) will go my separate way.
I don't really know. After 7 years, I am still a Blind Apek.
So, I am planning my exit from the society. I plan to live in isolation. This year is the trial run.
If you ask me, I am going back to my original plan. Run, Read, Write, Repeat.
I had completed my assignments. Rightfully I should be collecting my dues. That is my thinking.
If there is nothing for me to do, then I will spend the rest of my 16 years delighting my Universe Within.
SJ 4964
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