Sunday, February 4, 2024

4/2/24 Today is the 2nd day as smoke free

 I have to persist.  The urge cannot last forever.  If I persist eventually it will go away.  Basically, I am coaxing my cerebellum to accept that it can do away with nicotine.

It is a mild nudge.  Not something that I cannot handle.  When I resist the urge, the feelings linger.  All I need to do is learn to enjoy the urge.  After all, it is not a discomfort or anything like that.

It is a fill-in-the-blank feeling.  So I fill in with the joy of fresh air.

Yippie, tomorrow is the beginning of the 10 km Training.

Just Do It!  

Don't compare with anybody.  This is my game and I am the star performer.  I need to be in isolation to execute this vision.

As for the rest, nothing works.  So I just go ahead with the run and proceed with my plan.

Instead of having many variations, I stick with my original plan.

  1. I run the 22 km Hill Run
  2. I send my prayer for everybody to enter Xanadu
  3. I mubahala for the payment of my money - That is the only way I can hold on to my creditors.  A deal is a deal.
Those are my deliverables.  If I am truly the Creator's Most Loyal Soldier, then my prayers will be answered.  All I need to do is be patient and steadfast.

Now that I parked my interest, time to focus on the deliverables.

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Avoir!
SJ 4964



  

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