Thank goodness the craving tapered off. I still feel the urge to smoke but now I am well aware that the feel-good feeling is only for 2 hours max. The sensation might as well be replaced by the sensation of eating a banana or drinking coffee.
I am also aware that by living in my imagination, I am living in fiction. Therefore I decided to live in reality instead.
Thus, I will maintain levelheadedness these next few days.
I still fancy a good smoke because the memory is still there. However, I know that the feeling will last for only a couple of hours. If I reminisce about it, the feeling lasts longer.
Therefore I am changing my, should I say "service delivery model"? Yup, for the lack of choice, those are the words of choice. What I mean is, that I am changing my personal approach toward the whole blogging experience.
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