3/3/24 My all out focus now is to make it to 28 days (31/3/24) 10 Ramadan

 I will persist.

All of a sudden, the idea of visiting BJ crossed my mind.  This nicotine thing has a mind of its own.  When it sensed its life was in danger, it tried to wriggle its way out of it.

The answer is still a NO.  So I am going to starve the nicotine receptors from getting more nicotine.  We know the magic number is 28 days.

Brutal game on Day 4.

This is the nature of the beast.  No matter what, JUST SAY NO.  It is irrational.  Like meeting BJ.  There is no basis at all.  I don't crave dope.  However, BJ normally laces his joint with tobacco.  That's the catch.

Nico Tina is a Demonica.  She is the Mistress of Darkness.  She is beyond reason.  She knows it.  So the only way to deal with her is to be unreasonable yourself.

Let's put a face in front of the name:

Well, Nico Tina, the battle will last until Syawal.  I will make sure I banish you for good considering that this is the Year of the Wood Dragon.

I will do 3 things beginning tomorrow:

• Quit Smoking
• AHAD
• OMAD

Forget about the Dry Fast until Ramadan.

Considering that all matters are intelligent and all matters are gods, we choose our own paths.

I will not follow NicoTina's banner.  I will follow my own banner even if it means I walk alone.

SJ 4964