Friday, March 15, 2024

15/3/24 I am just kidding myself

 After getting what I get in Sparta 4964, why bother to quit smoking?

I might as well smoke my life away and be happy about it.

That is the meaning of my life as I deem fit.

I enjoy cigarettes and I don't mind smoking until I die.

Is this what I earnestly want?  Yes, it is.

That's how deeply nicotine has penetrated my brain.

So instead of being crazy, I chew the 2 mg Nicorette.

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Fuck chewing Nicorette. I simply smoke cigarettes.

This is my real struggle with Nicotine.  Very persistent.

So what is the right answer?  No cigarette until 31/3/23.

No matter how violent the resistance, the answer is to NEVER SMOKE AGAIN.  NO MORE NICOTINE.  I will win this fight.

I need to break the Bronco.

Oh...  I forgot the Hellgamite Worm.

Yes, no more nicotine.

Unless I surrender to nicotine.

No, I will not surrender until 31/3/24.

Tally ho ho!

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