4/3/24 The miracles are only meant for me to see.

 I don't want to be living in delusions.  I just take it that whatever experience is only meant for me and I am to go through it on my own accord although there is empirical evidence.

Otherwise, things should already happen in my favor.  So rather tha[t] (than) speculating about the outcome, I just go with the flow.

I  follow where the argument leads.  Perhaps, just stick with the empirical evidence rather than purely dependent on imagination.

The argument is if it is real, then it will happen anyway regardless of the circumstances.

So the long and short of it is to stop speculating.

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