I am sucked into a game that doesn't align with my overall objective. Therefore I just treat it like any other game. I just do it at leisure. Whatever it is, I am spending money like nobody's business.
So next week, no breakfast after Mall Walk.
My OMAD LCHF is out. My training is out. My quit smoking is out. My sleep is out.
This cannot go on. All because I am not centered. Even my reading is out. I just do the YouTube Shorts on Fridays along with the 2024 Wood Dragon's Chronicles.
Money is important. I have depleted my equity by RM5k. That was calculated as my allocation to go to Istanbul.
My aim for this year is to save RM2k. But first, I have to start at point zero. I started smoking again, My diet is out. My training is out.
Rightfully, I need to be in isolation. The Shorts business is not my main appeal. I am more interested in understanding the game. Like today I learned about emergence and the Mini-arc. To me, that is more exciting. I don't think I want to spend time on the Shorts daily. Weekly is possible.
Also, I need to stop spending lavishly on the consumables. Food included. I had a good plan. Now is to stick with the plan.
The way I see it, I walk alone. I follow Musashi's Dokkodo. The Path of Aloneness.
To hell with chasing rainbows. I want to enjoy my pot of gold. The fewer people I interact with the better.
After this, when I Mall Walk with Alexander, no need to eat or drink.
So Sarah and Ratu Ina, I have decided that I will let the process take control of my commitments. I just flow with it.
When I look at the extrinsic stuff, I realize that so much effort was wasted on basically nonsense.
So I concluded that Friday is the day I meddle with nonsense. On other days I spend delighting my Universe Within.
This is pretty much our soiree for today.
Avoir!
SJ 4964
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