Today is a great start. I had a good rest.
So the journey continues...
Now that I have a fresh perspective, I figured all this planning was futile without the financial commitment in the first place.
At best, I can plan, but that is as far as I can go. Without the capital injection, I can't mobilize my resources.
Hence, I can only do so much. Beyond a certain limit, I am nothing more than "tong kosong" (empty barrel).
This is like playing cards. I need to see the last card. In less than a year. I need to know whether this is a real deal or a bluff.
The money in the *ba[ck] (bank) is really the acid test.
* I really hope so.
This is the last leg. It is the differentiator between form is form and emptiness and emptiness.
We shall see. In the meantime, I will focus on things I can control, mainly my time.
Life throws me lemons, I simply make lemonade.
SJ 4964

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