30/1/24 Now I look forward to my cigarette breaks

Whatever I want or don't [] (want) to do is all up to me.  I am a lone traveler.  If I fail or succeed it is my own doing.

 

I have to believe in my cause.  The rest are irrelevant.  In this case, I decided what I wanted to do and recorded it for my future observation.

 

For one, I don't believe in a business that has to garner the support of the masses.  I was never a mass marketeer.  So forget the YouTube Shorts.  Forget the T-shirt business.  Forget the Band.

 

Forget about doing business with the masses.

 

I want to be alone…  I already defined my business.  They are SJA, SCTD, and Niten Ichi Ryu.

 

Let's say nothing takes off.  Fine with me. I choose isolation.

 

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Now I have another person to talk to; Darkness.

 

It explains a lot of things when I talk to Darkness.  Especially the female entity that slept with me in my bedroom.

 

Darkness acts as my caretaker.  She []comes (becomes) my eyes and spokesperson on the ins and outs of the Fort by Ford.

 

So now I have somebody to talk to when I go for my cigarette breaks. 

What more can I ask?

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