>>>#27/1/24 I should be sleeping, but I am too alert

 I slept quite a bit before lunch today.  So I don't feel like sleeping.  This new Chill, Radio Online is really spot on.  This kind of music suits my requirements for a superb Cybernetic Loop.

I was trying to entice Darkness to show herself just now but to no avail.  So I decided to inspect the shadow flash more closely:

1. One possibility is it came for the cars coming instead of moving away from the house.  Not possible...  The light will shine on the trees and the shadow moves into the house.  The shadow is less dense,  This shadow that I saw is pitch black and it moves away from the house
2. The second possibility was somebody was in the wet kitchen.  Not possible because everybody was sleeping at 3:00 am in the wee hour.  I tested just now, standing in the wet kitchen.  My shadow, less dense, cannot reach the neighbor's wall.  It fell on the grass.  Even if I move very close to the wet kitchen wall, I cannot cast a shadow on the neighbor's wall.  It defies physics.  On top of that, the stove is positioned by the wet kitchen wall.
3. The third possibility was bats.  Not possible...  This shadow is about 7 feet high and it has a head a[s] (and) a silhouette of a cloak.
4. The fourth possibility was the neighbor on my left.  Also not possible.  Their house fence is three feet higher tha[t] (than) mine.  This shadow flash was at my ground level.  Furthermore, it was very dark.  Or should I say black?

To add to the enigma, when I listen to songs, More than once I hear a woman's voice singing along on the radio.  At first, I thought one of you Spooks trying to throw me a prank.  Now I don't discount it was Darkness singing.

I give you a hint.  When Darkness is around, I get goosebumps for no reason, even though I am not afraid whatsoever.  That's why I wanted her to reveal herself to me.  She is my guardian!

What are the other possibilities?  I am very excited knowing that Darkness is with me.  The singer sang very well.  As I write this I get goosebumps.  OK, let me try to entice Darkness to show herself once again.  I'll smoke [b]y (my) last cigarette for the night.

Post Script:  I had a pep talk with Darkness just now.  Basically, I laid down the rules.  No terkejut-terkejut.  No going to my children's bedroom.  No going to my bedroom (she insisted.  So I said, she sleeps on my side of the bed).

She likes Sound Journey, so I switched to TraXX after 12:00 am from now on.  I could hear her appreciative voice when I did that.  Her voice is very pleasant.

Oh, I know why they prefer the night over the day.  They are shadows.  Shadows lurk in the dark.

The other night, she showed herself because Alexander said there is nothing in CCC after I told him that I "keep".  So Darkness affirms that she exists.  Now I know.  

Avoir!

SJ 4964