After being let down by Elsa, I decided to remain in isolation and focus on creating my own Realm of Bipolar Existence.
For instance, I just listen to Iron Maiden. No more TraXX. If I get bored with Iron Maiden, I listen to Opus Classical. I cut myself from listening to the news.
I will continue fortifying the Red Brigade. No more Facebook, Instagram, Linkedin, and TikTok.
I am ready to accept the worst. No money whatsoever.
I have to believe in my truth, trust my truth, and live with my truth - Gregg Braden paraphrased.
For that, I am ready to be the Warrior Who Walks Alone. My true companion is none other than my Kigatsuku.
I am bestowed with an uncommon vision. I have less than a year to see if the vision will materialize.
It's not my job to make it a reality. I am after all none other tha[t] (than) a humble scribe. It is not my job to make people believe. My job is to convey what I see. Beyond that, it is no longer my business.
I will sign off by 25/12/24. As it is, the decision is final. I just need to submit my report by 24/12/24. After that, I am free to roam.
If this is the marathon, I had clocked in 36 km. This is the last 6 km.
From this point on, the only fiction that matters is my own.
I will still Blog. It's just that I will not entertain thoughts from the outside to enter my realm.
One parting thought that I want to take home tonight is; never put a high hope on a cockteaser...
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SJ 4964

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