27/8/24 Nothing like a long rest to totally quieten the brain

 That was a good sleep.

That allows me to get into perspective.  

My thinking is, that each is his own thinking.

You have your way, I have my way, as for the right way, the correct way, there is none.  - Friedrich Nietzche.

Therefore, it is about managing the expectations.  To expect that everything is pristine is unrealistic.  So is to expect that everything is disastrous.

In this case, the success of the project is dependent on the confidence of the team on the rightness of the project.  If it is based on my personal credibility, you might discount my illness as the bane.

So perhaps, that doesn't carry water.  What is the project rationale then?  Personally, I based [b]y (my) rationalization on evidence.  That was that 7 years I spent on providing you all with the epiphanies and signs that this is for real.

If I can refresh your memories, it was a build-up process until where we are now.  It's not at that time you were not aware of my illness.  However, you all chose to stick with me.

Now, we had spread far and wide.  We should continue to strengthen the network instead of folding it up.

I am only one person.  But the team is worldwide.  So don't penalize the project because I am the eccentric one.

Having said that, do account [] (for) our time on the project.  That is the only thing I want you all to consider.

We all deserve the break.

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mm