Today I tried total isolation. It didn't work. I ended sleeping the whole day.
Then I tried Bear again. Too bland... So here I am, back on the course, flowing with the stream.
It seems that I am suffering from mild depression. After the war what has the soldier become?
Success is sure. It's the waiting that is the hardest part. So I decided to become Sisyphus and push on. Me and what I have to offer.
Let's not play by the rules. I know where I am going, I just keep knocking at the backdoor.
One thing for sure is I have to stake my claim. I already did the legwork.
Time to let loose.
So this 1/9/24 I will press on. I will press on 31/10 and I will press on 24/12/24. Nobody else matters. I had enough of this charade. Time to play hardball.
After all, if I am who I am, this is the time to find out. I had enough of playing with rules. I will play according to my rules. If it happens, good. If not, so be it.
Time to think of Number One. Fuck... I am doing it my way.
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