Suppose, life is nothing more than a WYSIWYG. How will it look from a perspective of an existentialist.
Well for one there is no consequences. The is no balance carries forward. So you don't need to stack up your brownie points. You merely exist.
For example, [] (as) an existentialist, you don't have to fear death. That is the end of the road. So you live life to the fullest. Now when do all these matter? AT THE POINT OF EXIT. If you really live it to the fullest, you don't have regrets. Thus the last thought is a thought of contentment; no matter if it is for one second.
That last second is the defining moment of your life. In my case, I bring forth that moment to now. I said to myself, if I am to die today, will I be contented? The answer is yes. Hence every day I wish I am dead. I don't want to later on to come to a crisis that upsets my feeling of contentment.
So in my case, I always have 2 options. Therefore I don't have only one expectation. Left is right, right is right. Which right?
However, after going through the full cycle and now on the second helping, I honestly don't min[e] (mind) dying without any form of continuation.
I lived a very fulfilled life. I gave it all. No holding back. It is the Art of the Brinkmanship. Honestly, I look forward to death, the final arbiter.
I imagine myself being the chicken I had for lunch. No meaning whatsoever. That is the end of the road for the chicken. There is no chicken heaven!
What I don't want is a prolonged pain. I told Lizzie, if by any chance I get one of this chronic disease, instead of spending thousands to prolong my life, I rather she save the money and let me die.
I don't understand why people fear death. When it comes it comes.
So the lesson here is live life to the fullest. No regrets and remorse.
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