I had Ayam Geprek for lunch. It is an Indonesian delicacy.
The cough had much subsided. So I look forward to the KL Walk tomorrow.
I want to be an ordinary Joe again. I had been like this for so long that I forget what it is like just to be average.
It's the same as I had forgotten what is it like to have a regular sleep.
My only hope is that depression is a thing of the past. My life was never an ordinary life. The only time I led a normal life was when I was in college. Then, I didn't smoke and I run. It's never too late to return to that point. Happiness is within grasp.
Nowadays, I avoid crowd as much as possible. I become a lone wolf, immersed in my own world. I like it. Its just I don't go out much. Therefore this KL Walk is justified. I need to be in the outdoor often.
Hey, I bet you don't have much a life either. Are you on[c]e (one) of the contract staff they called the Ghost Workers? From what I understand, you guys are getting the raw end of the deal.
What can I say? Life is like that. Being a consultant is actually a good deal. However the income is not perpetual. I wonder if there is such thing as an ideal job?
I was a custodian once. I like the job. Working late at night, all by myself. Total silence, using my body to move about.
I think the ideal job for those who don't like to talk is a librarian. I like it too. I was at peace.
Well, perhaps I should create a job for myself. I shall call the job a Walker Writer. I walk, I write, and I walk some more.
OK, from now my new job is as a Walker Writer. And I shall fill my heart with love and my mind with wisdom.
With that, I move forward to a new horizon. I need a new program. I have a strong urge to win. To be free, to soar like an eagle.
Alas, a heart on fire is always restless. I am a man on the run. A passionate soul who's destiny fulfilled.
Rambling is good. I can ramble all day long, as long as I can write. Now is to look beyond. To assign new meaning to what it means to be human.
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