31/7/24 Come to think of it, Reality Within is what really matters

 All the while, I was very concerned that my words do not really represent my Reality Within.

Actually, if I trust my truth and believe in my truth, all I need is just words.  Having said that, all I need is to simply write, write, and write to pierce the pinhole of my Mushin Noshin through Soshin.

I don't really need all the fancy illustrations to capture the salient points.  I simply write as the flow of thoughts permeates through.

All I need to do is write!  Reason being, the map is never the territory and illustrations will further generalize and distort the Reality Within.

Oh goodness me, the Reality Within is so vast.  Words cannot describe it.  I can only say that[s] WHATEVER IMAGINED IS REAL.

Perhaps, instead of looking at the Reality Within as a third party, I simply live it out...

Goodness gracious, a perfect life for eternity.  All I need to do is live in my imagination and viola!  I am there...

IMAGINATION as it turns out is a tangile resource available 24/7.

Tally ho ho!  Just imagine...  Hey, you want the most delicious ice cream?  Just imagine.  You want a fancy car?  Just imagine.  You want a great fuck?  Same O same O, just imagine.

So heaven is a place where imagination is real.  That's all.  It is home of the Reality Within.  Which mean, as a writer, I am already in heaven.  All writers for that matter.

And the books?  Why, each is a piece of heaven by itself.

Thus, my blogs are my heavens distilled in time.  So now I know, for every writer, there is a heaven created for them.  Just like I have own heaven, so will they.

So campur tolak, kali bahagi, our thoughts are our heavens.  Goddamn, we are already in heaven by the virtue that our thoughts are the source of our imagination.

So this is it.  I have arrived.  I am in heaven.  All the while [] I thought I have to wait for 17 years to reach heaven.

No really...  The CCC is the Nexus of my heaven and this whole house is Lizzie's heaven!  So what the fuck!  I just stay in CCC, listen to Syok Rock, and write my thoughts away and presto!  Heaven is a place called home.

I like where this is going Kigatsuku.  I don't need anything more tha[t] my ability to imagine.  

Imagination is real - Picasso.

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31/7/24 Walking the Path of Aloneness

Consider this:  I am the Ayah to All Matters and I know for sure of my future.  What will I do with the rest of my 17 years on Earth?

Well for sure I don't have to worry about good and evil.  No matter what, everybody will get what they deserve.  Masing-masing dapat bahagian masing-masing.  In this case, no need to be concerned with changing the course of human civilization.  Slowly but surely, we will arrive,

In this case, I as the Ayah to All the Matters have laid down the foundation for the future to come and therefore I just let the ripple turns into a tsunami.

I will then just observe the rippling effect takes place and be happy that I am standing at the apex of the Sierpinski Pyramid, looking down.  There is no more struggle to establish the pecking order.

I just be and I become.  All I need to do is carve a niche for myself amidst the congulant of the herd and be happy about it.

I don't need to change a jacksquat things around me.  I am after all the very top of the food chain.  I don't have to subscribe to the multitude of fictions around me,  I have my routines, thus as my advice to others, I just follow the Yellow Brick Road.

I will think of something to fill the 17 years gap.  What counts is the non-neediness of the social structure at large.  In other words, I can start living in isolation at this very moment.

Solitude is a choice and I already have that in my posession.  It is not my job to change the world.  The world doesn't need me and I don't need the world.  So far, I can manage without being involved in the the External Affairs.  My job is not to change the world but to manage myself in relations to the world.

That I had successfully completed.  I had seived the trivial many from the vital few.

The big question is, to what extent do I accept the fictions that was imposed upon me?  A likely answer is to ignore the fictions as much as possible and live in my own self-induced reality as much as I can.

Let Syok Rock be the only external-induced fiction.  Let the rest be a manifestation of the Reality Within projected outward.  Let's minimize external-induced fictions as much as possible.

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30/7/24 What have I learned?

 Well, if I ponder,  I would say there are many valuable lessons I can learned from.

However, the most valuable lesson is on OBEY and OBEY 7:7.  No matter how the hand of fate twists and turns, the final destination remains fixed..

When I was in the execution mode, I wasn't even thinking about be  what's next.  I just do, do, do.

It was a problem-solving exercise.  I simply follow the argument to where it leads.

As much as possible, I just be a perfect servomechanism.  I wasn't even thinking about the reward.  I simply flow and time just follows.

Honestly, when the dust settles, I just want to be with God.  I have devoted my entire life to God.  All I care is to spend my eternity with Him.

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30/7/28 Let's appreciate the Final Configuration

None is wasted.  Everything is a perfect fit.

I am totally at peace.  Again, thanks to Jizo Bosatsu, there is no torture whatsoever.  We simply flow...

I am a success.  In this case, failure, like evil, is just an illusion.

So, I am the Watchmaker.  As a Watchmaker, I made it to the point that all wheels and cogs are working properly.  Only then can we have a perfect horology.

I don't remember the exact date, but I am very sure within these two months of June and July, we are a complete horology.

I don't care about the time lag to achieve it.  As far as me being the Stone that Creates the Ripple, all passed the ONE TRIBE Test; on my watch.

It may take time for the rippling effect to reach the far end but from where I stand, all passed.  Of course, you pay the Ferryman through Karma, but what counts is there is no Eternal Damnation.

Hence, I completed my mission.  So, I shall proceed with my personal goals.

It is my sincere intention to detach from the external stimuli.  No more TraXX.  I just listen to Syok Rock.

Even the decision itself is already so comforting.

I am home, at last...

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30/7/24 The World of Blogging

There is a certain feeling of serenity in Blogging.  Suddenly the world is moving a lot slower.

I am in a cocoon where nothing else matters.  Just simply flow...

So I leave behind a legacy; the Golden Reign of the Wood Dragon.  I did i[s] (it) exactly in the middle of 2024, during the Olympics.  What an opportune time.

Back to piercing the pinhole of Mushin Noshin through Soshin.

After all being said and done, I am back to point zero, knowing the place for the very first time.

Life is indeed beautiful.  

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30/7/24 Time to cut loose

 Now that the Final Verdict is out, I have outlived my usefulness.  There is nothing left to do but wait.

In waiting, I decided to live life of isolation; exercise a little, read a little, and write a little.

The past two months are nothing more [of] (than) a test.  To see if I am obedient or defiant.  I made it along with the Nexus 72.  There is nothing more to it.

I came, I saw, I conquer.  Veni, Vidi, Vici.

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30/7/24 When you win the Grand Prize ANYTHING AND EVERYTHING IS YOURS

 In that case, we want to be who we are as of 2024.

As you wish, so shall you become.

You can also morph, shapeshift, magnify, minify, teleport, telepathy, telekinetic, and what have you.

You can keep the houses, cars, bikes, airplanes, boats, jewelry, Elemment Palazzo, and the list keeps adding on.

There is no limit to the indulgence and opulence that the Realm of Angels can offer.  You made it, you crossed the finishing line together with me.  The Carte Blanche is yours!

Hey, you can even be at multiple places at one time!  There is no limit to what you can achieve.

Nexus 72, know who you are.

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