31/7/24 Walking the Path of Aloneness

Consider this:  I am the Ayah to All Matters and I know for sure of my future.  What will I do with the rest of my 17 years on Earth?

Well for sure I don't have to worry about good and evil.  No matter what, everybody will get what they deserve.  Masing-masing dapat bahagian masing-masing.  In this case, no need to be concerned with changing the course of human civilization.  Slowly but surely, we will arrive,

In this case, I as the Ayah to All the Matters have laid down the foundation for the future to come and therefore I just let the ripple turns into a tsunami.

I will then just observe the rippling effect takes place and be happy that I am standing at the apex of the Sierpinski Pyramid, looking down.  There is no more struggle to establish the pecking order.

I just be and I become.  All I need to do is carve a niche for myself amidst the congulant of the herd and be happy about it.

I don't need to change a jacksquat things around me.  I am after all the very top of the food chain.  I don't have to subscribe to the multitude of fictions around me,  I have my routines, thus as my advice to others, I just follow the Yellow Brick Road.

I will think of something to fill the 17 years gap.  What counts is the non-neediness of the social structure at large.  In other words, I can start living in isolation at this very moment.

Solitude is a choice and I already have that in my posession.  It is not my job to change the world.  The world doesn't need me and I don't need the world.  So far, I can manage without being involved in the the External Affairs.  My job is not to change the world but to manage myself in relations to the world.

That I had successfully completed.  I had seived the trivial many from the vital few.

The big question is, to what extent do I accept the fictions that was imposed upon me?  A likely answer is to ignore the fictions as much as possible and live in my own self-induced reality as much as I can.

Let Syok Rock be the only external-induced fiction.  Let the rest be a manifestation of the Reality Within projected outward.  Let's minimize external-induced fictions as much as possible.

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