>>>#1/2/24 Darn, I am hooked on cigarettes

 I managed to last until 5:00 pm.  Then, since I was in the vicinity of the sundry shop that sells Surya cigarettes, I bought a pack.

I refrained from just smoking 4 sticks.  The last stick was at 11:00 am.

Let me finish this pack and I continue with Nicorette until the Chinese New Year.  Then I quit for good on that day.

Otherwise, I simply grit my teeth and quit on the 3/2/24.  I think I just do that.  No more wasting money on nicotine.

The YouTube Shorts is the ultimate fiction.  Something I should avoid at all costs.  Now Alexander is sucked into it.  I let him hit 100k subscribers.  I'm not going down that path...

I have other priorities.  I want to pursue Run, Read, Write, Repeat.  As much as possible, I want to avoid fiction.  However, you cannot run away from fiction when you depict art.

OK, I'm off to bed.

Goodnight...

Avoir!
SJ 4964

31/1/24 I smoked my last cigarette at 9:20 pm

 I'm doing the cold turkey method.  No more looking back at cigarettes.  I win the war one battle at a time.

Tonight, I'll sleep early.  I'll go to bed by 10:00 pm.

The challenge is to overcome inertia.  Once I have the momentum, I will be smooth sailing.

Tomorrow, I'll wake up at 4:30 am,  Ready for the morning walk.

I need to train my mind and body to perform like an athlete.

No more Shorts, Sound Journey, and Personal Journaling after 10:00 pm.  By then I should be in bed, reading.

We will make it.  The major issue is now resolved.  No cigarette.  I can do this.  I am stronger than a box of dried leaves.

OK, I'll see you tomorrow.

Avoir!
SJ 4964

31/1/24 Today is the doji for next month

 To begin with, tonight there won't be any more rice.  Then sleep early...

I should finish the cigarettes by this afternoon.

Time to get organized.

OK then...

31/1/24 I am so fed-up with Eddie's ar[e] (art) that [] (I) decided to entertain my fantasy

 So here it is, variations of male chauvinism.  Actually, it is not even chauvinism, it is female bias.

Just like Eddie Murphy mentioned in Raw, "Men are meant to conquer as many pussies as possible."  It is a men's thing.  So I don't expect women to understand.  It's like I don't understand why the bull sea elephant has no less than 300 females in his harem. 

OK, I will list them here and you vote on which are among the tasteful art.

Hang on...

One

Two

Three

Four

Five

Six

Seven

Eight

Nine

Ten

Eleven

Twelve

Thirteen

Fourteen

Fifteen

Sixteen

Seventeen

Eighteen

Nineteen.

Trust me, this is an every man's fantasy.  So happened I have a tool to manifest them.  

So take your pick. 

In case you are the kinky type, here is the version with Eddie:

Twenty.

Sheesh...  You are no fun.  Does none suit your taste?  Come on...

Maybe you are away from the computer.  There is one way to find out.  That is to put a control element in the test:

There, the control element.

Avoir!

SJ 4964

31/1/24 Today is a great day to simply enjoy the ambiance

 I had all the good stuff.  Banana, bee hoon, 3-in-1 coffee, prunes, and tau sa pia.

It is a complete bliss.  Partly because I decided to let my hair down before entering February tomorrow.

Whatdaheck.  I was worrying over nothing.  The Shorts, the Run, the ONE TRIBE...  Well, today is my off day from unnecessary worries.

I simply flow today.  Partly because I had a good night's sleep.

I decided to stop meddling with the Shorts.  I made my mark.  Time to pull the brakes.  Do nothing of no use - Musashi.

I want to live my life according to what I see fit.  That means I am to pursue Dokkodo on my own terms.

Time to cut, cut, cut...

I have to train myself not to use money.  That is why I keep a ledger.  Now I know that Nicorette and cigarettes burn holes in my pocket.

I should only have one goal in mind, and that is to be thin.  The biggest mistake a person can make is be overweight - Jason Fung.

Hey, have you ever considered the possibility of weighing as light as the long-distance runner?  That is what I am aiming for.  This year I will do it.  I will hit 60 kg no matter what.

Hang on for a second.  I need to do the dishes and then go for a ciggy.

On the second thought, I let you off the hook.

I'll read "Homo Deus" after this.

Avoir!
SJ 4964

31/1/24 I finally manage to calibrate my sleep

 It feels good to be able to sleep soundly on a cozy bed.

Today I start OMAD LCHF again.  After this, I sent the 2 designs for printing and I'll do an hour Mall Walk.

At least, I welcome February with a new resolution.  I still have half a pack of cigarettes left.  Once gone that will be the last of it.

Darling, I feel like reading "Homo Deus" today.  So that is what I'll do upon coming back from the mall.  In the afternoon, I'll do a light workout.

This Iron Maiden collection starts to bore me.  They are playing the same songs over and over again.  I am desperately trying to look for a TraXX alternative but it seems I have limited choices of commendable DJs.

OK, I hope all things are well with you and Ratu Ina.  I'll go[t] for a good shave and hit the mall by 10:00 am.

See ya...

One question.  Did you manage to sleep well just now?

Avoir!
SJ 4964

31/1/24 I had a thought before bed

 It dawned upon me that you could really li[ng] (like) the Ah Beng version and here I am thinking that you were joking.  That is pretty mean of me from the earnest perspective of an observer.

So as not to hurt anybody's feelings, I decided to buy both.  After all, I did say the maximum is two, and Ratu Ina ultimately let me decide on that.

So darling, I'll buy both designs:

That way I satisfy two women at a go.  Pardon the cliche...

The Ah Beng one does look good, isn't it?

OK...

Let me get ready and I'll send both for printing.

Avoir!
SJ 4964