Saturday, April 13, 2024

>>>#13/4/24 The Way of the Warrior

 And so the Raya is over.  I need to align back to my purpose.  Back to *[no] achieving the 2024 vision.

* Perhaps not?  I don't really know.

Whatever it means, I will still persist.  This is the Wood Dragon Year.

All these are a play of the mind.  The body has to follow.

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SJ 4964



Friday, April 12, 2024

>>>#12/4/24 Aidil Fitr post analysis

Back to ground zero.  I cannot abandon all the working models.  I just carry them around like a multitool.  So I should continue blogging.

As a whole, all went well this Aidil Fitr.  The whole siblings were there.  This is the best Raya ever for everybody, especially for my Mama.

Ramadan is over.  Begin operation Athlete4Life.

So tonight no dinner.

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SJ 4964



 

Wednesday, April 10, 2024

10/4/24 Pursuit of Personal Excellence - Individual Perspective

Here is the style of writing.  I will write about Personal Excellence from my individual perspective.  Namely from Mens Sana in Corpore Sano's point of view.

The idea is to start from zero and move North from there.  So this is not one of those prim and proper stories about Personal Excellence.  This is a story about Sisyphus and Icarus.  Every day going through the grind so that one day I can break the barrier to touch the sun.

This is the theme that I will go for from this point on.  Every day is about going through the grind so that I can fly towards the sun.

So today is the day I SNAP VANISH for good from Social Media.

I need to mentally prepare for my solo voyage.

That means I retreat back to OneNote.

Any objection?

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SJ 4964 

 

10/4/24 Managing uncertainties as the Blind Apek

 Let's deal with the situation as it is.  For one, as a Blind Apek, I simply bulldoze my way around.

That's what I have been doing all the while.

What I am offering now is for us to co-create as collaborators.

We will proceed if you are agreeable.

Then you come in as coauthors instead of mere providers of cipher texts.  You can use multiple mediums, and I can pick them up.

That is if you agree.

Should you choose to decline, then I just go on bulldozing myself as I please.

It will become an indulgence.

I already *[] (have) some thoughts on future postings.  It will be about my Pursuit of Personal Excellence.  A topic that I carry very early in life.  The main theme will be along this line.  I want to break away from society.

* So if you want to, this is my bearing - Personal Excellence.

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SJ 4964

10/4/24 It is still not too late to win in life

I can only speak for myself.

Perhaps at most, I can speak for my family.

Most people will probably say their problem in life is money.  I would say that you will have that problem if you have endless things to buy.

If you have no issue buying, then you don't have a money issue.

Same thing with me.  I love eating.  If only I don't eat sugar, then I don't have issues getting fat.

So it is not about loving to eat but eating right.  

As of now, I don't have a problem with money.  My problems are cigarettes and sugar.

Only two problems.  So I am going to systematically tackle these two issues.  The easiest of the two is cigarettes.  

If I follow the Never to Smoke Again to the hilt, I should be OK.

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Now the sugar issue is all carbs are sugar.  Should I cut all sugar except for fruits and veggies?

If *th[e] (that) is the case, I am back to my banana and butter diet.

* You are serious, aren't you?

In the meantime, I simply do OMAD.

Say, as a side note, can the wailing and howling be meaningful?

So that is the game plan with sugar.

Back to basic.

On the hunger issue, I just take in more butter.

Everything was OK except when I forgo OMAD.  That is my last bastion.  

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SJ 4964

10/4/24 You all do your things while I do my things

 Since I am a Blind Apek, I am not going to meddle with your affairs.

I had laid out my roadmap and I had assessed the overall situation.  My assessment is everything is exactly as it is supposed to be.

Hence, I made the right decision to stay clear from the External Affairs.

The main appeal here is Sparta 4964.  We sorted that out.  Now for us to go for another 10 years of gestation period.

I like this idea very much.  That means that 10 years is a Permanent Vacation for me.

To do that, I have to win over cigarettes and sugar by 6/6/24.

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How amazing it is.  The Golden Reign of the  Wood Dragon is Forever Yin and Yang Forever with 6/6/24 being the Doji.  I had been on this path for 25 years, and yet I never could but feel amazed by the synchronicity and alignments of the numbers.

(Synchronicity just occurred - celebrate the day)

We may forgive but we may not accept back.

I  am in this category.

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SJ 4964

10/4/24 I am convinced of my time travelers theory

 The Space Invaders were the proof.

Much much earlier on it was the cat eyes sketches on the PC.

Now, it is the synchronicities.

All these are technology-based.  So either they are time travelers or they are pretty smart people.

It will be easier to talk about time travelers than pretty smart people.  That's because time-traveling doesn't require meticulous organization (synchronicity just occurred - dragon).  

OK good.  So let's talk to the time travelers.  I say like me you are from the present.  However, you can toggle between the past, present, and future.

If that is the case, please take note of my Knowledge Bank since 1999 and follow what works.  What doesn't work, just discard for others to consider.  Much like going to a buffet.

I still wish to remain small.  So if my family and I can be among the first recipients of Carte Blanche, that's all I need.  You don't have to pay me for my IP Sales.

Money bugs me.  With more money I ended up planning for other people to benefit from the money.  I on the other hand will still remain small.

Not to mention the swindlings, extortions, and potential kidnappings.

I don't see I need more [] (than) what I have now.   

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There is a lot at stake with my IP.  I am not going to finish all.  Like I said look back at my IP and evaluate my business model.  If it can be rolled out worldwide, let me and my family be the first recipients.

Building and transportation we rent.  Everything else is pay-per-use.

That's all it takes.  No ownership...

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SJ 4964