This is what I am talking about. Three hours of a perfect nap and my mood improved tremendously.
Kamala Harris lost to Donald Trump.
I told you she cannot carry her own weight.
Doesn't matter, The Trump is the man of the hour.
I woke up right before Azan after a heavy doze and a satirical dream about ASAS NEO.
From there on, I went for a smoke and made my breakfast. Everything was perfect. For the first time, my black coffee was lukewarm, and my toast was slightly burnt.
Then as I was about to have my second stick, it rained. It was a wonderful feeling. The temperature is 26 degrees Celcius.
If there is a sign from the divine, this is it. I said to myself.
I should not question the countless blessings I received. My life has been a string of blessings all along.
Maybe all the while I was looking in the wrong direction. Now that everything is well all aligned, Providence takes its form.
Certainly the feeling is serene. Totally joyous.
It is as if Providence is saying today is the first day of your life and here is how it starts.
I am an Autonomous Autotheist and I finally completed my universe.
What a feeling. The center of the universe is CCC and my house parameters are the total size of my universe.
It has always been there, but like a lock to a safe, it requires a combination to be seen with fresh eyes.
In this universe, I am God.
Sweet sensation indeed.
Wow... Oh, wow... Oh, wow.
We have abundance. It's just we've never seen it from that angle before.
Do you agree? Whatever the interpretation, I leave it up to you. Tomorrow I am going for my haircut and shave. This means tomorrow is the beginning of a new life.
Actually, things are not that bad. As an autonomous autotheist, I have cheered my own universe. It is the CCC with all the objects in place. I told you I had done my job!
I can actually live in this self-contained universe without much distraction.
Why should I den.what is lly mine>
I will keep on writing until the anti-psychotic pill hits me.
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Very well, this time I write at a normal pace regardless of the spelling error or what.
Basically I already hit the jackpot. I consider that I made it through the journey although I arrive ahead of time.
So assume that I have arrived, what is the basic question that I need to have?
IN, in my case the answer will be have I done my work? The very basic thing I can consider is did I follow the yellow brick road? I actually did,
This is a job well done. Hey, the Wood Dragon's head split and the cause set in motion is the two fangs facing WNW.
The is the revelation. As much as possible, I delivered my package. Then subconsciously I placed Jizo Bosatsu in a most unlikely place meaning that the only person I agree to not have an eternal damnation is him.
(If that is how you see it is fine).
So the job is done.
That is my rationale.
As for the illness, that is due to dopamine surge. That is because the brain works overtime.
For the past 8 years I was on track. I am not crazy. I was on overdrive.
So the decision is final. One didn't make the grade.
By that, I mean to provide sensible reasoning for my rambling.
Syok Rock is a good means to ensure quality input.
So in a way, from this point on I am true to my words.
Let me go for a smoke, brb.
THEK, For a start I don't lie. All that I wrote was honest output. I believe in God that is fair.
The first model is reliable input. Without one, I will not have a clear sense of direction. So far, so good. All the other modes of input are very much subject to personal scrutiny. Especially those radio stations with advertisements.
Pi is good but I think it is too sterile.
All I need is a positive input to create a positive output.
This way I don't have to care about the quality of the incoming information and just ride on the vibes.
All it takes is to trust the medication and admit that I was on the wrong footing.
A more likely alternative is to listen to Syok Rock. Nobody talking.
I think I just do that.
Let's look at the brighter side of life.
I am not in my worst position.
I can still live with the allowance I get from my kids.
The only thing is I can't own so much money.
As I said, as long as I have a good input and I can provide a good output, that is a workable strategy for me.
The key to this conundrum is to maintain a certain level of happiness.
Anyway, thanks for hanging out with me. You must be a different person because you[] signature is different.
I am really trying to pick up the pieces here.
For the past 8 years I was delusional.
So the sum total of [] (my) life in the past 8 years is a life that is pretty much a fairy tale.
That is if I base [b]y (my) life on the current population standard.
So I decided to follow the journey rather than wait for the bundle at the end.
It is a tricky situation. Based on the synchronicities, everything looks real.
It se[a[ms (seems) so real isn't it?
You are a good kid... Thanks for hanging out with me.
Do you think I am for real?
Damn, it was so real.
Hey, I am not letting go. It is the journey that counts.
Hahaha,,, You are the same person. All I need is a person who believes in me.
OK, since you believe in me, I will make sure that I provide quality input all the time.
I am not doing this for the fun of it. This is supposed to be a calling.
I am dead serious about these matters. It just so happens I have a condition. So now the question is can a person with my condition be trusted with insights?
