3/11/24 I found Jizo Bosatsu!

 I placed it behind my wedding photo.

The verdict is still the same.

Stronger than ever.

Now it is placed at WNW backing kaabah.  A symbol of protectionism and helpfulness.

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2/11/24 I am happy this way

 Being a loner is such a delight.

It's about being by myself.  Nothing to worry.

Looks like I am here rambling about things that matter to me.

2/11/24 Lets chat

 What bothers you?

There are only 2 paths.  On the path to nothingness, everything has no meaning.  So if so far, things are meaningful, that means we are on the path of everything.

Within this path, we are supposed to have everything.  So if everything is not possible, what is the cause of the kink?  I am willing to accept the outcome except I was upset that I lost Jizo Bosatsu.

I do appreciate that you all let me get back to my life again.

2/11/24 I hope that things are back to normal

 Guys, I am comfortable writing here.

Please don't interfere with my work.  It is one of my life's simple pleasures.

Whatever I do means nothing if you don't believe in it.  However if you believe, do so all the way so  that I can finish up my work.

The question is always where there [weather] is an eternal torment.  So the circumstances have spoken.

There is one and the circumstances are glaring.

Avoir!

24/10/24 Squarerooting the numbers

 That doesn't worry me.

24/10/24 I am now functiong liked a lame duck

This is the bridging phase.

There is no past or future.

It is really bad.  

24/10/24 It is about getting the right footing

 No regrets.  That is the angle I am proceeding right now.

If I am pulling the right slate.

How do I leave my life?

It is left by the rules.

I have to set new rules

The new rule is this: Do things that make me happy.

Ah... forget about how dependent I am on technology.he

So, I just flow...  

I go real basic.  Nothing to evaluate at all.  There is nothing.  Not even a sketch.

Go for broke.  Not even a quench of pleasure.

I managed to do that with a minimum amount of graphics.

Welcome to my domain.  Where every thought is pushed to the brink.

OK, make it so.  All I need is sufficient means to communicate.  That's all...  So I don't care.

I save you the suspense.  Damn the antipsychotic medicine, 12:00 am 24/12/24 KBOOM!