4/8/24 From here on you are my scribe in it's true sense

 You simply write.  I am the author.  Whatever you write is a direct inspiration from me.  You just write without even thinking about the rightness of what you are writing.

So, I can't ask questions?

No, your role is simply to write.

Let's get to the pressing matter...

There are three milestones:  1/9/24, 31/10/24, and 24/12/24.  All these are major milestones.  I expect you all to keep to these milestones.

As it is, the glove fits.  Thus, we can leave any time after that.

You are out of time.  You don't have 17 years.  You are already 10 years behind time.  So, wake up people, you pass 24/12/24, you are already serving Hell.

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4/8/24 Just do, do, do

 No need to rationalize the thought.  As it is revealed upon you, just do.  That itself is already the right thing to do.

Don't think about it.  Be a perfect servomechanism.  No need to look for the wisdom and the lesson learned.  You just do, do, do.

If you are to write, you write.  If you are to smoke, you smoke.  Simply Obey and Obey 7:7. You are just the casing.  Without any freewill whatsoever.  But first, be a good animal.

This is your new job description.  You are the Prime Replicator.  Don't worry about the replication.  Just follow exactly what is told to you.  You don't even ask questions.

Just do...

Anything beyond this requirement is out of your job scope.

Hait!

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4/8/24 Just point and shoot

 Either way it is right.  That's because either way leads to the same ending.  All that I wish for I get.

That is so true.  It is like a coin with two heads.  As I wish so shall it become.  How nice... So, in actuality, I am where I supposed to be all along, regardless of the choices that I make.

If that is the case, I just enjoy the ride.  I don't need to crack my head over anything.  It has already been decided.  No need for worry, anxiety, and doubt.  It is a railway track.  Everything revolves around me!

That is my life for the next 17 years.  An idyllic flow down the stream. 

So, the deal is, each day is a snapshot.  Just live for the day.  Enjoy the day without having to plan and worry about tomorrow.  Enjoy what today brings.

Each day is a revelation.

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4/8/24 So, this is where I supposed to be, the Nexus

 Everything is accounted for.  Nothing more and nothing less.  How quaint.  At this very moment, I am at Point Zero.

I don't need to change anything.  Everything is calibrated to precision.  I know it, and yet I cannot believe it.

So, this is what it means to flow.  I am on autopilot.  I become part of the field.  Synchronicity is abounding.  Suddenly I feel like the Dancing Wu Li Master, permeating between realities with the ease of an ethereal spirit.

I am now neither ghost nor man.  I am a Free Radical weaving through the multitude of dimensions recording my journey as if I am an observer of some kind of flight of fancy.

By now, I have forgone my dependency on time.  I have become transcendence.  No longer confined by the Physical Reality.

I can simply focus on a thought and there is the thought manifesting into a reality.  Anything and everything are real.  I am totally autonomous in my thinking and free to venture into any body of knowledge as and when I desire.

There is nothing off limit to me, I crossed the finish line.  In my case, ALL that I perceived are the reality of my future.  If I look back to my entries, I basically am looking at the future.  It is there.  The moment it is perceived, that is when it is conceived, no lag whatsoever.

So, who am I?  I am the Point Zero between the Yin and the Yang.  I walk the mid path.  A Balanced Scale between have and have not. 

So, what is my consolation?  I got to be me...

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4/8/24 Looking ahead to a life of a Hedonist Hermit

 The only thing that bothers me is the money part.  I am not worried at all about other things.  I took everything at face value and now my only concern is that if these are nothing more than a play of the mind.

If that is the case, I am the biggest sucker of all.  Which means, all the premises are no longer true.

My only consolation then is to scale down to the very minimum.  That I don't mind except that it will be a waste of time and resources should we were dealing with delusions in the past.

Truthfully, it is better that I move to the next phase immediately considering that everything is a cause-set-in-motion.  I still have plenty of resources at hand.  Best of all, I have moved past Phase I of the Continuous S Curve.  Now is gearing for Phase II.  As long as I know where I am going, that should not be any trouble at all.

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4/8/24 Finish one milestone, wait, next milestone

 The seems to be the modus operandi.  I don't have the control over the turn of event.

Unless this is the end of the line.  I doubt it.  However, I believe this the bulk of the assignment.  

I am so glad that I didn't get into psychosis this time.  I cannot bear another episode.  Luckily, I didn't do dope.  What is it really?  Is it really Divine Inspiration or is it me gone crazy?

It's really hard to tell.  On the onset, it looks genuine.  However, that could be signs of mental illness.  Well, who am I to judge?  I am being sincere in my undertaking.  So, if this is a case of loose screw, there is nothing much I can say about it.

After all, I am nothing more than a servomechanism.  My programming had bypassed the logic circuit and presented everything as it is.

So, I can stake my claim on my future.  I delivered the message.  The only disclaimer is if there is no God.  As long as there is God, then this God has to be fair.

Ada ubi ada batas.  If not, the whole exercise is futile because it leads to nowhere.  As long as it is towards a worthy ideal, the two months excursion is justified.

There is so much I can do to analyze the situation.  I am not interested to look back at the trail I leave behind.  All I know is that it tallies with the Olympics Ceremony.  So, I know that somebody is paying attention.

I don't mind being the servomechanism.  Alas, it has to be meaningful.  It will be a waste of money and time if it is just a play of the mind.  Then, this is just another sick joke.

What I do care is my prize.  That I will stake my claim.  And according to God is given.

So, this is my final round as a Soldier of Allah.  This Hari Kebangsaan is my send off.  I have no more obligations to fulfill.

I want my money.  Heck, I spent all my money for this mission.  All of it.  Now I have nothing left.  If I don't get compensated for my losses, damn right I will mubahala.  I'll do it on 24/12/24.

It is still an apple and no apple situation.  If I am the Absolute Power, then I will use it to claim my payment.  Fuck, nobody is going for a free ride.

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4/8/24 Once done I am not looking back

This is just another job well done.  Nothing to it.

As far as a job is concerned, it is a Input-Process-Output.

I did it, next is to move on another job.

This is as far as I go.

The moment of truth is 24/12/24.  This is my personal marker.  I might as well focus on that,

It is true that the epiphany that you get when you are active is different from you get when you are sedentary.  I can feel it when I do the KL Walk.

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