4/8/24 Maintaining a positive predisposition forward

 The challenge is not between me and others but me with self

I am not here to intervene with the course of history but rather to set course for me to move forward.

The sign is already favorable for me.  Hence, just stay on course for the journey forward.

What I am witnessing now it the evidence towards a desirable outcome.  Nexus 72 is moving in the right direction.

It is a good time to just mind my own business.  After all, the ripple is already happening in a big way.

If everybody takes care of their end, then the collective effort will total up to the complete picture.

For one, the end game is certain.  Therefore, we have room to experiment with various permutations before we cross the finish line.

As for me, once the target is locked.  I want to experience a life of physical bliss.

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3/8/24 25 years of preparation has come to this

Yup, prepared in mind and resources alright.

It looks solid, it feels solid.  And yet there should be allocation for contingency plan.

In this case, we need to make sure that the ranks are impenetrable.

That's the last bit.

Now, I can focus on my personal matters.

The waiting is the hardest part.

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3/8/24 The game is not what it seems

 This is a game of Shogi.  In Shogi, whenever there is a "drop" the variable changes.  Old rules change a[nd] (as) the game proceeds.  It is a moving target.

Therefore, be mindful of the changes and adapt quickly.  Nothing is final until you cross the chasm.

There are three phases to the game.  We just passed the opening.  Now we are at the initial stage of the middle game.  The middle game is the deciding factor of the end game.  

This is where trade happens, and allegiance is forged.  You will find unlikely allies at the middle game.  It is both an offense and defense move.

As a general rule, evade, intercept, then only attack.  Do not attack first unless you are confident that your opponent is of a lesser stature.

As it goes, the King is an anaguma.  As in chess, the sole purpose of Shogi is to defeat the opponent's King.  Think like a King but act like a Rook.  Thus, as a Rook, adopt the Swinging Rook with a climbing Silver General as a strategy

Keep the Gold Generals close to the King.

Only these matters.

If you lose your Rook early in the game, you will lose the advantage to burrow your King.  Therefore, if you need to sacrifice, do it with the Bishop.  Let the Bishop be the exchange.

Lance and Horse should be mobilized a[s] (at) the End Game.  This is solely to upgrade to Gold Generals.

As you can see, the Gold Generals are the highest a piece can be promoted other than Bishop and Rook.

Therefore, the Gold Generals work best in pairs.

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3/8/24 If you want to be brave, you have to be smart

 There you have it:

The quality of decision is like the well-timed swoop of a falcon which enables it to strike and destroy its victim.

So far so good.  Perfect timing.  Only then the game favors the smart.

I can wait for the next 17 years, but can you?

"For a man who is waiting to meet his maker, life on Earth is just a strike of a needle" - Sharudin Jamal

So, if you all agreeable to the decision to gangbang the Epsilons, then adhere to the timing.  You miss this window, then the next window is KBOOM 2041.

Remember, you all want this...  Now execute with speed.

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3/8/24 The Last Challenge - The Tyranny of Time

 It is a test to see if I am really the Master of Time.

Very well, I let go of time.

I will be a wild animal.  No more dependency of watches [as] (or) clocks.

I just rely on my internal rhythm.

Time turns out to be is just another illusion.

I just flow idly down the stream.

Lao Tzu didn't have a watch.

Why bracket your life?  Why build a dam?

Eat when you are hungry, sleep when you are tired.

Move more... 

Water flows.  Stagnant water is bad.

All you need to do is move.

Let go of time.  You have arrived.  Here time has no meaning.  Any time is a good time.  If the glove fits...

There is no need for 17 years.  Once everybody is ready, we leave together.

Now is to make sure everyone is ready.

The waiting is over...  my dearest Din, the Light of Truth.

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3/8/24 I am now at the End Game

 At this level, I am the Grand Master.  I have passed the level of the player and now I am promoted to the Game Designer.

Hence, as the designer, nothing should come as a surprise.  I am the co-creator.  Whatever I imagine is real.

I was tested with fear just now.  There were four paths.  The fourth path was the shortest but the most fearful.  I chose that path.  Therefore, I overcame fear.

There is nothing left.  I overcame pain sometime back.  So, pain and fear are the two things' people avoid at all costs.  I managed to win over them.

Once I know that these are all different levels of the game, I have nothing to worry.

Bring it on...

Nothing else for me to worry.  Tests after tests, I passed through.  What is the lesson then?  That whatever things I encountered in this life is just an illusion.  Once I get o[the]r (over) the threshold.  There is nothing to it.

In that case, the final test is my dependency on money.  Can I overcome that too?  I'll take it like a man.  Just like I took the challenge of degenerative illness.

I'll do this pain of not having money anytime.

What are they preparing me for?  I can't hardly wait.  This is the last stage of the game.  The tyranny of time.

Five months of waiting.  I'll do it.  I withstand the [irony] [tyranny] of time.  The last of the strings of tests.

At this point, come what may, I am ready.  I am battle hardened by all the challenges.  I simply don't care anymore.   

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2/8/24 What to do in 5 months?

 Certainly, 5 months is a timeframe worthy of achieving something significant.

Let's start with something that I can be consistent with.  I like the KL Walk.  That I can do consistently.  

OK, that's one.

Then the quit smoking.  That I have to do.

Next is losing weight.

Sleep regular hours again.

If I can do all these, then I WALK 22 km.

It has to go back to Health and Happiness.

I have set my eyes on this for the longest time.  High time I bang the buckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk

Whoa!  Easy people...

This Run, Read, Write, Repeat seems like a worthy ideal.  After all, I am now much better off than I was 10 years ago.

It is up to me to create a compelling future.

Let's journey inward then...

What is my main challenge?  Perfectionism and Fear of Failure.

I go easy.  This year I don't run.  Instead, I focus on being consistent.

Start with the KL Walk.  That is a good 10 km.

Whatever I do, I should be able to make it into a lifestyle.  An Ikigai.

I want to reclaim back the lost years.  I think I can do it.  I got 17 years to live through this.

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