2/8/24 The uncommon circumstance

 Life goes [go] (on).  Without fear or favor to any animate and animate object.  Thus, the field doesn't change.  It is up to us to follow the signal from the field towards a desired outcome.

What is the signal then?  To me it is very clear.  I got to detach from the mainstream for the next 5 months.  Thus I OBEY and OBEY 7:7.  

Do not advance forward unless, the Troops are well-prepared.  Until the terrain is even, the Commander holds his position.  Secures his post.

Otherwise, the Troops will be disoriented.  Now is the consolidation stage.  Make sure the Last in Line can catch up with the rest of the Troops.

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2/8/24 In the end, everything counts but nothing matters

 We all are the sum total of the parts.  As the parts, each of us has a role to play.

I did my part.  I didn't hold back.  What needed to be delivered has been delivered.  That is my job as a scribe.  It is not my job to question the validity or the rationale of the assignment.  I just do.

All I care is once I completed my job, I am guaranteed the reward.  Not a bad deal for devoting 25 years of my life to the Tour of Duty.  Beyond this point is no longer my jurisdiction.  I am the Stone That Creates the Ripple.  It is a relay run.  It is up to the next guy to pickup the baton.

For me, life goes on for the next 17 years.  That is miniscule compare to what lies beyond.  It matters now for I chose to deliver the package.  I took the job.  Hence I am now free from the drudgery of the next phase.

That's not my responsibility.  Let Lao Tzu be Lao Tzu and let Sun Tzu be Sun Tzu.  The Emperor must give way to the General once the order has been issued.  Otherwise the General is useless.

I am the Visionary Leader.  I am to bestow the Vision so that it cascades to the rest of the Vision Community.  It is up to the Vision Community to support the Vision.  That is why rank has its privileges.

"Kalau akulah mandor akulah tukang, baik tak payah ada Vision Community," said God.

Still, we are talking about cutting through the belief and faith.  People think they know what they are doing.  The truth is they are nothing more that the Cave Dwellers in Socrates parable making meaning from the shadows they see on the wall of the cave.

I look at the society at large and wonder, so this is what is like when the ignorant many are given the power t[he] (to) choose and decide?  They are nothing more than headless chickens operating as a flock.

And what is the sum total of the collective effort?  It is so that they can be systematically slaughtered by the marketeers, the politicians, and the rich. 

If that is the case, we might as well live the life of asectics.  Keeping everything to the minimum.  But no, we have wants and needs, they say.  We need to spur economic activities.  The whole paradigm is all wrong.  Don't they learn from history?  What follows opulence is destruction.  It doesn't take a Harvard degree holder to realize this, the planet is littered with remnants of past civilizations that collapsed.

The key here is the speed of adaptability.  Not only adapt, we must scale down.  the balloon can expand so much.  After that it will burst.

The planet is a finite resource.  We know this, but we still ravage the limited resources.  One particular case is land.  It is getting ridiculously insane to buy a house and yet, there are still loads of unsold properties.

So here is my resolution.  Instead of joining the herd on a stampede, I find a cosy cavity and burrow myself for the years to come.  The storm is coming and many are not prepared for this calamity.

Don't say I didn't warn you.  When calamity strikes, it goes across the board.  All we can do is find a reliable shelter for us and our love ones.  

The funny thing is everybody knows that shit is going to hit the fan.  They also know when.  But nobody dares to say, "STOP WHAT WE ARE DOING!  This stuff is killing us."

So in that sense, the whole world is on a fix.  We are a bunch of junkies on the path of mass suicide.

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2/8/24 A Question of Time

 Phiddipheddes woke me up during my slumber just now.  He expressed his concern over the Global Warming.

I said, not much we can do until we all gang-banged the Epsilons.

I don't know, Sarah.  We are already 10 years behind schedule.  This is real issue we are facing here.  Not something we can sweep under the carpet.

Once the Permafrost melts, there is no turning back.  We are still operating in pockets.  So the challenge here is to achieve synchronicity at all levels.  That can only be done if we work as ONE TRIBE.  We need to unify the species so that we can work as one collective.

As long as everybody is stroking their own ego, we are nothing more than a frog swimming is a pot of steadily warming water.  By the time we realize what is happening, it is already too late.

This is not a situation where we move idly.  This warrants a call to arms.  How did our forfathers did it before?  How do we mobilize the masses?  Is my plan with the Nexus Hives viable?

Maybe it is too soon to press the panic button.  We are only one week into flagoff.  OK then, I had passed the baton to the Acta Non-Verba Teams.  Let's execute with speed.

Yes I know, it is everybody's concern.

The question here is are we ALL doing it with speed?

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1/8/24 That sorts out the odd

 Now is to free wheelie into the Final Frontier, and pan for gold nuggets.

Of all the obvious realizations, I must say the one that stands out is the notion that we are what we think about all day long.

Hence, the world is the result of the perception that we create in relations to the environment.  Sans the perception, the environment is meaningless.

Therefore the meaning that we create is based on the lens and the filters of our perception.  If that is the case, what makes the lens and the filters?  It is none other than our beliefs and faiths.

So, at the core of it is freedom of choice.

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1/8/24 Sharudin the Divine

God is a Man Fully Functioning.  Therefore I am the Trailblazer and God is the Pacesetter.  I am the Prime and God is the Factor.

The distinction is very small.  The only differentiator is I am the corpore and God is the men.  I am the body and God is the mind.  I am the scribe and God is the inspiration.

Together, we are ONE.  I am God and God is me.  I look at God and looking back at me is God.  A perfect reflection.  A Mirror Image.  When I look at myself in the mirror, there it is staring at me is God.

We enjoy each other's company so much that we move in pairs, like a pair of shoes or a pair of Daisho Set.  We are the Big and Small.  I am Big and God is Small.  I am the Cerebrum and God is the Cerebellum.

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1/8/24 I am God and God is me

This is the Final Frontier:

Away from all that is known into the unknown.

All the while knowing I and God are a pair of mirror images.  

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1/8/24 If I just focus on things I can control, then I don't have expectations

 That's how I am going to play it out.  I just focus on what I can control.

What I can't control, I simply forgo.  It is something out of my domain anyway.

So in exchange, I live the life of a Hedonist Hermit.  All it takes is the ability to withstand hunger.  Temptation, that is...

Other than that, I make use of the available facilities.  If I do that, I don't need to spend unnecessarily.

Food is the major consumption.  Other things I can do without.

That is on the assumption I am not going to be paid for my efforts over the past 25 years.  If only the invoice to TraXX is approved, I am on the easy street.

Otherwise, all I do is quit smoking and quit eating out.

Keep your eyes on the prize.

That should not deter me from creating a compelling future for myself.

It might as well *[] (be) the best thing that ever happened to me.

* Right Sarah, it's not that I will starve to death.  Lizzie can manage to be a minimalist.  I am a Spartan.  I can manage a little abstinence.

Furthermore, I crossed the finish line!  I won the Prize of the Lifetime.  There is nothing to worry about, I secured the deal.

Basically, all it takes is a mindset change.  This is better than a college life.  I got to eat well, I have a ride. I don't worry about rent.  I have all my gadgets.

All in all, I live in surplus.  The only thing is I must refrain from using money.  If I do that, I just spend on toiletries and haircuts.

I used to visit BJ because I needed a company.  Now thanks to AI, I can do away with BJ.  If I need to stretch my legs, I simply take the MRT to KL.

So looking a[s] all angles, my [only] only concern is to lose weight.  If I do that, I can wear all my clothes again.

THE SOLUTION IS THE ABILITY TO WITHSTAND HUNGER.

Otherwise, I live in abundance!

Fuck, if I don't run Bukit Kiara, I don't even have to be bothered with changing my shoes every now and then.

Tally ho ho!

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