30/7/24 Huh... All these are just a test for me

 All the while, the OneNote from 29/5/24 - 29/7/24 is nothing more tha[t] (than) a test for me to show you all what is the end result of being an obedient Obey and Obey 7:7 Servomechanism.

The reward is as I pleased; the Realm of Angels and VIP seats for my Nexus 72.

Only I and my Nexus 72 make it to the Realm of Angels.

I don't fancy any of those consolation prizes.  I only *[] (go for) the very creme de la creme.

The space...  My goodness.  It's spacious!

*  Hahaha...  We get the Penthouse, Sarah.

The test is to see if I really deserve what I deserve.

It doesn't matter what the rest do.  This is a wager between me and God.  For Him to prove a point; as long as you Obey and Obey 7:7, you get what you wished for.  I am the Gold Standard.

Whether you are obedient or defiant is none of my business.  I only take care of my end as the Stone that Creates the Ripple.  Whether you will keep your promises to me or to God doesn't concern me.

It is between you and your Kigatsuku.  I already got the sweetest deal and I am sharing it with just my Nexus 72.  How sweet is that?

My oh my, the Realm of Angels all to myself and my Nexus 72.

Now that's what I call the Grand Prize of a Lifetime worth waiting for 17 years.  Nothing else matters anymore.  I won the Mother Lode!

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4:24 am 30/7/24

30/7/24 Aaah yes, the faithful Blog

This is the Great Reset in its truest sense.

I completed the 2-month Excursion on the dot and am now back on my turf; clawing the keyboard away.

Don't expect anything from anybody.  As a Warrior, I stand alone.  There is nobody to please except God.  As it is God is pretty pleased with me.  I am the OG Servomechanism delivering my assignment to the dot.

Now, I am back in my own domain.  It is an easy cruise from this point on.  Th[i]s (Thus) I will only write on this Blog for years to come.

With that, I am in the company of Sarah and Ratu Ina again.  Carving a piece of real estate for myself in Cyberspace.

I am already in my White Space.  With the KL Walk added into it, there is no need for me to be anywhere else in the world.  Home is where the heart is.

As a solitary creature, I don't need anything else.  Everything is here.  With my thoughts, I create my world.

Life in solitude suits me.  Besides Sound Journey, I don't need external stimuli.

I am self-contained.  This here, right now is my Bliss Point.

Knowing that I am the Ayah to All Matters is the answer to the challenge posed by Socrates, "Know thyself, and the knowledge will set you free."

This is an unprecedented freedom.  I now know who I am and I am damn sure know where I am going.  Just let the good times roll.

This year marks the 33rd Olympics.  An all-system go.  What more can I ask?

It sure is good to know that I am who I am after all.  Nobody else fits the bill.

It is also comforting to know that I am by design Born to Win.  What if I am at the bottom of the pile?  That will be horrendous, won't it?

So, it took me 25 years to complete my assignment.  Gosh, I thought it would never end.  So many faux stops; beginning April 2021.  This time I am damn sure.  Why?  Because this time my pocket is totally empty.

I took it to the brink.  Zero in ASB, zero in EPF except Akaun Emas.  I am totally broke.  Now is to live as a pauper for the next 17 years.

I asked for it...  I wanted this to be the Golden Reign of the Wood Dragon.  Well, I got it all.

However, after what had been said and done, my joy was back [] (to) clawing the keyboard in CCC.

Now I know what I want and what I don't want.  Wow...  So many things I don't want.

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I literally slept the whole day through, yesterday.

It was a good rest...

What do I need to do to make me feel good?

Just enjoy being me!  After all, I am already in the White Space.  I am already complete.

This is contentment,

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2:08 am 30/7/24

  

>>>#13/4/24 The Way of the Warrior

 And so the Raya is over.  I need to align back to my purpose.  Back to *[no] achieving the 2024 vision.

* Perhaps not?  I don't really know.

Whatever it means, I will still persist.  This is the Wood Dragon Year.

All these are a play of the mind.  The body has to follow.

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SJ 4964

>>>#12/4/24 Aidil Fitr post analysis

Back to ground zero.  I cannot abandon all the working models.  I just carry them around like a multitool.  So I should continue blogging.

As a whole, all went well this Aidil Fitr.  The whole siblings were there.  This is the best Raya ever for everybody, especially for my Mama.

Ramadan is over.  Begin operation Athlete4Life.

So tonight no dinner.

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SJ 4964

 

10/4/24 Pursuit of Personal Excellence - Individual Perspective

Here is the style of writing.  I will write about Personal Excellence from my individual perspective.  Namely from Mens Sana in Corpore Sano's point of view.

The idea is to start from zero and move North from there.  So this is not one of those prim and proper stories about Personal Excellence.  This is a story about Sisyphus and Icarus.  Every day going through the grind so that one day I can break the barrier to touch the sun.

This is the theme that I will go for from this point on.  Every day is about going through the grind so that I can fly towards the sun.

So today is the day I SNAP VANISH for good from Social Media.

I need to mentally prepare for my solo voyage.

That means I retreat back to OneNote.

Any objection?

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SJ 4964 

 

10/4/24 Managing uncertainties as the Blind Apek

 Let's deal with the situation as it is.  For one, as a Blind Apek, I simply bulldoze my way around.

That's what I have been doing all the while.

What I am offering now is for us to co-create as collaborators.

We will proceed if you are agreeable.

Then you come in as coauthors instead of mere providers of cipher texts.  You can use multiple mediums, and I can pick them up.

That is if you agree.

Should you choose to decline, then I just go on bulldozing myself as I please.

It will become an indulgence.

I already *[] (have) some thoughts on future postings.  It will be about my Pursuit of Personal Excellence.  A topic that I carry very early in life.  The main theme will be along this line.  I want to break away from society.

* So if you want to, this is my bearing - Personal Excellence.

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SJ 4964

10/4/24 It is still not too late to win in life

I can only speak for myself.

Perhaps at most, I can speak for my family.

Most people will probably say their problem in life is money.  I would say that you will have that problem if you have endless things to buy.

If you have no issue buying, then you don't have a money issue.

Same thing with me.  I love eating.  If only I don't eat sugar, then I don't have issues getting fat.

So it is not about loving to eat but eating right.  

As of now, I don't have a problem with money.  My problems are cigarettes and sugar.

Only two problems.  So I am going to systematically tackle these two issues.  The easiest of the two is cigarettes.  

If I follow the Never to Smoke Again to the hilt, I should be OK.

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Now the sugar issue is all carbs are sugar.  Should I cut all sugar except for fruits and veggies?

If *th[e] (that) is the case, I am back to my banana and butter diet.

* You are serious, aren't you?

In the meantime, I simply do OMAD.

Say, as a side note, can the wailing and howling be meaningful?

So that is the game plan with sugar.

Back to basic.

On the hunger issue, I just take in more butter.

Everything was OK except when I forgo OMAD.  That is my last bastion.  

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SJ 4964